Brainwashing Drugs Used By Intelligence Agencies

Brainwashing drugs got used on me in 1976 when I was fifteen years old. The people who had them wanted an excuse to use them on me, and ended up contacting the Russian, Saudi Arabian, Iranian, Israeli and Chinese governments. It was done to get me into trouble with the United States government. Agents showed up because they were told my dad had a sensitive job at Vandenberg Air Force Base in Lompoc, CA.  This article will explore how the brainwashing drugs work and then it will relate what ended up happening to my whole entire life because of this incident. 

Tests on rats have led scientists to conclude that one of the main components of memory is a type of RNA molecule found in brain cells. Rats which learned new mazes more often than other rats had more of this type of RNA in their brain. To advance their theory that RNA is important in memory function in any organism as well as prove that memory can be destroyed, scientists conducted experiments on planaria, small organisms found in streams. The simple structure of the planaria allowed scientists to isolate the importance of the RNA molecule as well study how a memory is lost. Scientists constructed a specialized tank that allowed the planaria to swim back and forth between its two ends by swimming up or down either of two tubes. The scientists then generated low voltage electrical current into the water which would shock the planaria when they chose to swim in one of the tubes. The result was that the planeria started remembering which tube would shock them and would no longer use it. To find out if a memory can be destroyed, the scientists then fed the planaria bits of food containing a higher than normal amount of enzyme found in their brain cells and in the brain cells of higher organisms. The planaria, after ingesting the enzyme, began using both tubes again. The enzyme effectively erased the memory.

Human beings, unlike less complex species such as the planaria, have two types of memory function: active and long-term. Active utilizes the RNA molecules and is in a different form than long-term. Long-term is more electrical in nature and no longer has the RNA molecule as part of its chemical make-up. Both memory functions take place in different parts of the brain. Active memory consists of thoughts formed by learning and by thoughts “called-up” and reformed from long-term that are needed again. It takes approximately ten to fifteen minutes for a memory in active to be processed into a long-term memory.

The following three drugs discussed here only affect active memory. The first two drugs prevent a memory from being processed into a long term memory. 

The first drug spy agencies use destroys any new memories that are in active memory. This includes any new memories ten to fifteen minutes prior to its application. Those memories are still in active and have not yet been processed into a long-term memory. This allows the agent using the drug to conceal his or her identity from the person they are using the brainwashing drugs on. It is usually used in conjunction with a second drug that suppresses memories since the first drug does not allow conversation. 

The second type of brainwashing drug that is used is so an agent can question a person about information they know without them remembering later that they were asked since it suppresses memories that are in the active portion of memory.  It is also used so an agent can suppress a targets memory when a specific event happens or when the spy knows certain information is given. It prevents memories from ever making it into long-term memory unless the drug wears off or a drug that is an antidote is given.

Once a memory is processed into a long term memory by the brain, it cannot then be destroyed or suppressed by the brainwashing drugs. Other methods such as a complex carbohydrate diet combined with sleep deprivition can weaken or distort memories and cause one to create false memories if they know they have been brainwashed.  

Periodically, during the brainwashing process, a person will lose consciousness and the process of brainwashing is started again.

The drugs can also be used to program a person into later “remembering” false facts or give someone an idea. The person thinks the information or idea occured as the result of their own natural thought process when the suppression drug wears off or an antidote is given. Supporting facts or ideas are given with the phony information to increase the likelihood the inserted thoughts are believed and acted upon.

If the drug wears off, and the person remembers, or if the antidote is given,  the memory will be processed into a long term memory. 

The antidote is the third type of drug used to manipulate memory. It is used on a subject to release memories that were suppressed by the second drug discussed.  Usually after the antidote is given to find out what a person knows, the suppression drug is given again so they do not remember being questioned.

Memory reoccurs from earliest suppressed memory to newest. The government agent has the ability to control what is remembered and what stays suppressed by monitoring drug administration. How long a memory stays suppressed is determined by how long the brainwashing drug affects the mind or if the antidote is administered. Government agents know how long the drug will keep memories suppressed. 

To ensure the suppression drug does not wear off at an inopportune time, at a convenient opportunity the antidote is given and then the suppression drug again allowing a longer duration of suppression.

Subjects brainwashed with these three drugs do not have any knowledge of when they were drugged unless it can be determined from the content of the memories themselves. When the drugs are used on someone, they never notice the loss of time that took place during the administration and the subsequent loss of consciousness. They simply go on with their lives as if nothing happened. The person the drugs are used on can have difficulty determining if what they are remembering is a true or false memory. But the false memories never have realistic action or depth of content that the real memories have. There can be a problem, however, if the brainwashing took place with the subject sitting directly across from the person who used the brainwashing drugs on them. 

Brainwashing drugs could be used to put illicit drugs into someone’s system or for some other crime. It would be possible to take someone somewhere to radiate their brain and give them a brain tumor. I would be taken places, then I would go home and go to sleep, and when I would wake up, I wouldn’t remember anything unusual happening to me.  Whenever I would be drugged, illicit drugs would be put into my system to cover the use of the brainwashing drugs and to explain my behavior. You just sit there, conscious but incompacitated, and you watch them inject the drugs into you with a hypo. 

When a spy agency has been made aware that a target has been brainwashed, they administer the antidote and question the subject very carefully. Because of the mind’s imaginative capabilities, the person will remember both true facts and false facts and sometimes not know the difference. However, false memories never have a realistic visual portion of the memory and usually always fade away. One problem that can occur while a person is being brainwashed, is that the mind can create a false memory that seems very real. Only by careful thought can the person know the memory didn’t occur. It also never has realistic action in it.

People need to be aware that these drugs can be used on you very unexpectedly. An FBI or CIA agent or an agent from another spy agency will seem to have a legitimate reason to talk to you but instead they render you unconscious. Then you end up being brainwashed and totally under their control.  Because of the first drug that is used on you, it will make you forget anything 10 to 15 minutes prior to its application so you will never remember who it was that drugged you. 

These drugs can destroy someone’s reputation because they can be used to take nude pictures of you without you even remembering that you were photographed. Some agents like to use the drugs to get all the sex they want because the woman is totally under their control and won’t remember anything for quite some time, if ever,  afterwards. I live with great anxiety that nude pictures have been taken of me. 

I have always wondered if brainwashing drugs could be used with the threat of an injection of sulfur to make someone tell an agent what they want to know. However,  if the sulfur was ever used, the pain of the sulfur would probably shock one out of the brainwashing and the brainwashing drugs might no longer be able to work because the sulfur would interfere. 

The CIA had other drugs developed that are now used by them and other spy agencies and by people with bad intentions. One drug that is used literally forces you to say what you remember after being asked a question even though you try real hard not to say it. It can be used while being drugged with drugs that suppress memory. You try real hard not to say it but the more you try, the more impossible it is not to. You just spit it out. Then you can get brainwashed and don’t know you ever gave something away to an interrorgator. But it doesn’t seem to work real well for information that is lengthy and detailed.  Totalitarian governments later can use torture to get more information. Another drug that is used can make someone respond automatically to simple commands such as “sit” or “walk”. Periodically, a person will get out of the trance they are in which causes them to do this but it isn’t too difficult for the intelligence operative to get their target back into it. 

Brainwashing drugs got used on me to destroy or suppress my memory after the Russian government got contacted by people who knew me in the town of Lompoc, California, in 1976. The Israeli, Saudi, Iranian, and Chinese governments got contacted as well. It was done to stir up excitement by people who went to my high school and other people who lived there. The Russians were told I was obsessed with Russia and that my dad had a sensitive job at Vandenberg Air Force Base. He was in charge of computer operations. The computers would collect data on Vandenberg’s missile launches. I was drugged and ended up in a motel room not even knowing how I got there. Motel rooms are where intelligence agents conduct a lot of their business. The FBI thought I was responsible for the Russians coming to talk to me. Sometime after the year 1985, when I started remembering some of the things that happened to me on a permenant basis, I remembered them calling me before they came, but someone knew what time and had me drugged with the brainwashing drugs when they did. I said “yes” like a robot. But I think someone arranged for all those governments to show up as a cruel joke to get me into trouble. In Spokane, before I went to live with my dad in Lompoc, I might have told a Saudi and an Iranian, who lived in our apartment building, that I wanted to work for the Russians. My idea would have been to work deep undercover. I now think the people who wanted to use the brainwashing drugs on me are the ones who contacted the governments. I sometimes wonder if it was the Jews because there were always a lot of them involved. 

I really don’t think some of the people involved really were representatives from Russia’s government. I was always too drugged to check anyone’s identification. They asked me if I thought my dad would work for them. I said “No. He gets patriotic watching the Military Honor Guard at the Rose Bowl Parade.” Looking back on my life, I really wish he had not been so patriotic because if I had known the truth about our government, maybe I would have been less inclined to have done what I ended up doing.  While talking to the Russians drugged, I came up with an idea to try to trick them into giving me information that I could give the United States. I made up the story I had been at a party in Santa Maria, California. (I was smart enough not to say I went to one in Lompoc). At the party, there had been a person there who was bragging about being a spy for the Russians and showing off his little spy camera. I said he was a drug dealer. I told them they really needed to know about this person.  I said he had been talking about his friend who worked for a defense company in Los Angeles. I told them I couldn’t remember the name but maybe I would if I heard it again. One of the Russians fell for it. They were overly confident since their agents were in control of the case and were brainwashing me or knew the person who was. He asked me later if I had ever heard of the name of Andrew Daulton Lee. I said “Yes, he is friends with someone named Christopher Boyce who works at TRW in Los Angeles.” I had gotten Boyce’s name and TRW by playing the same trick on an American agent but altering it a little. I always found it amusing, in a bitter way, that the American agent, who would come talk to me while I was being drugged, had to have been working for the Russians since he knew about Boyce off the top of his head. He always wore a black suit and I think that indicates he was CIA. He once asked me for sex and once asked me what drug I was on. I would be drugged ahead of time with the brainwashing drugs whenever anything unusual would be going on in my life or when the person doing the brainwashing knew I would be talking to agents or told something important. In 1977, a really nice psychologist had come to talk to me because I was seriously underweight. He told me I had Attention Deficit Disorder and that it was really bad. I have trouble with verbal learning and I have no sense of direction but I understand and remember real well information that I read. If I had not been brainwashed while the conversation was going on, my whole life would have been transformed. I probably would have qualified for Social Security Disabilty right out of high school. I am sure he never contacted me again because he was told I was too embarassed to talk to him. 

I don’t know if even high-level CIA agents that are honest know the brainwashing drugs exist. Maybe the CIA had them developed but didn’t know they had been successful because of dishonest people.  I don’t know if honest agents know I am always being brainwashed or not. They might think it is spaceyness or mental illness or illicit drug use. But it is always really rare for honest agents to have anything to do with the case. It seems like the honest agents want nothing to do with the case.. They  are always naive and stupid about the dishonest agents, even when those agents say things that make me look really bad. Agents ALWAYS will believe without reservations other agents and never suspect them of being dishonest. EVER. Agents are adamant in their belief that it is extremely rare for an agent to be dishonest. They think they would know. Even agents who would write reports putting me in a bad light were never EVER suspected of being dishonest. Those agents would always appear to be doing their jobs and seemed to do it if the Russians were involved but were probably dishonest for the people who contacted the governments. If they were actually agents. I was always too drugged to check identification. It is only when the US gets intelligence from another country about a dishonest agent do people in the FBI or CIA even consider the fact that an agent is dishonest. People need to avoid at all costs ever having anything to do with the FBI or CIA. It will destroy your life like it destroyed mine. I got nothing from it except an entire life of misery.  But it did seem like the people with those drugs figured out how to do their own staffing when it came to agents who investigated me. They used government psychiatrists to prove a lot of things about me.  It is like they took over a lot of the FBI and CIA. All you would have to is get into a few key departments and have your own recruiting base. Honest agents are very stupid about dishonest ones. And they have the kind of personalities that react in a very patronizing way when they read a negative profile on someone. Once they read a negative profile their minds have a tendency to be completely made up about the case. 

I’m glad the Russians mistook my amusement over the success of the traps I set as immature joy that they were my only friends and giving me so much attention. I knew from being so obsessed with them that they looked for people who were either misfits or want money. I told them they could test my loyalty to see if I would try to tell my sister what I knew on our trip to the Montreal Olympics.  While on the trip, I planned to keep a journal.  I was later left alone in a hotel room for about 20 minutes after being given the brainwashing drugs and antedote and wrote everything down that I remembered. I had surmised Lee would meet with the Russians in Mexico because that is where he would meet his drug cartel contacts to buy drugs. I had put down in the notebook that I wanted Lee beaten the hell out of by the Mexican police which is something the CIA arranged for them to do. I had also said: “I request the cattle prod.” Of course, the Mexican police and the CIA couldn’t go that far with an American citizen but they did hold one over his genitals. I knew he’d attempt to contact the Russians at their embassy there because I knew the Russians at least temporarily would cut off contact with him due to security concerns. For one thing, they considered Daulton’s erratic behavior to be a risk, and secondly, they would know that I had an opportunity to tell the right government agent.  He was arrested in front of their embassy and accused of killing a Mexican policeman which is what I suggested. The CIA arranged for the Mexican police to arrest him at that time, because Christopher Boyce had qut TRW a few weeks earlier and the US Government knew it would be Boyce and Lee’s final delivery of documents. I went and left the notebook behind a bed. I’m not sure where I was though. To prove it about the two spies, I suggested that “While the government was tracking me down, why didn’t they amuse themselves and see if either Boyce or Lee had been to the city of Vienna?” In Vienna, Austria, the Russians would meet with their agents because espionage against the US is not a crime there and they could talk to them in a secure setting. Lee had met with the Russians there in 1976. I also had put down “They know Shevchenko works for us.” Shevchenko ended up defecting in 1978 but he had been working for the CIA for a few years. He, like other defectors from Russia, ended up lonely for Russia. He became an alcoholic.  I knew about him because the Russians did not know I was still able to pick up and remember information during the brainwashing process. This has caused me to know about other highly sensitive information throughout the years because periodically intelligence agents would drug me to keep my memory suppressed about things they didn’t want the FBI or CIA to know.  Sometimes it was about new information that I knew about from overhearing things during the brainwashing. Or from intelligent analysis of politics that I would end up discussing while being brainwashed since the brainwashing drugs increase intelligence and the ability to think creatively. The drugs also seem to cure in some aspects ADD but the problem is you are also drugged which makes you out of control at the same time. 

American agents ended up meeting with me to discuss what I knew. I was told: “You didn’t tell anyone about this.” And I said drugged: “I was working deep undercover.” But it is because everything that ended up happening to me happened very unexpectedly. I wouldn’t have told any American agent anything ahead of time anyway because I assumed there were a lot of double agents working for Russia that our government would think they’d know about. I told a government agent that “It should concern you that you didn’t know the Russians had TRW.” And the agent said: “It explains a few things.” TRW is now called Northrop. I was asked if I ever wanted to work for the CIA. I said “No, it would be the last place I would work after all the things I have realized.” I also told the agent that I was sure I was going to be destroyed and the CIA and FBI would let me be. And they did. 

There is something that I talked about in that notebook that I seriously wish I had later ended up compromising because of all the hell the government has always let me go through. In the notebook, I had suggested that where Moscow’s sewer system was, that is where Russia might have sensitive communication lines that could be tapped into. And I had added: Like IVY BELLS.  The Russians discussed Ivy Bells with their agents which was the tapping into of the Russian military’s undersea communication cables by the NSA. I would have compromised the fact the CIA knew where the sensitive communications lines were in such a way that I would make it look like I was discussing it innocently to someone who I knew was a dishonest agent. But after IVY BELLS and knowing just how much dishonesty there is in the FBI and CIA, I can’t believe the Russians wouldn’t have known or guessed those communiatio